That innate part of yourself that many women have turned off. That part of ourselves who trusted who we were, trusted our own knowings and decisions.
I was very young when trusting my own voice was drowned out. How many times did I hear, "Because I said so!" when I asked a question. What I was really looking for was validation that my knowing was real. Even a child knows things. We know them instinctually. The difference between a poisonous spider and a non-poisonous one. We want to watch the non-poisonous one and are scared of the poisonous. Yet, we're taught to fear all spiders. It was done for our own good as children, our parents didn't trust us to make the right decisions. That was their job.
How much of our knowing and our discernment was taken away in those growing up years? Did it damage us, did it damage me? How do we get back to our own discernment? For some the Vasalisa doll is a physical tool to help us on that journey to self discernment. Do you have such a doll or another talisman that helps you to see what you need to?